Posted by muffled on January 1, 2008, at 14:11:43
In reply to Re: . i've had enough. how long can i go on like this » muffled, posted by star008 on December 30, 2007, at 15:23:38
> I told T we need to jumpstart this sh***..Told him we have to do something cuz this is not working. I wouldn't want to leave him cause it is so hard for me to trust and gt close.. It would take so long. That, and it is so hard to find a good T..Some of them just don't have a clue with me.
*do you let your parts talk to T?
All of them?
How do you do it?
I tried to directly let a part speak, but that freaked me too much. Now if I do it, it gotta be THRU me.
> yeah.. i got all the whammy's for xmas..;( It is so hard..then the kid had the flashbacks and they were so real. Absolutely, not like a memory but right there in front of my face. So maybe i spiraled down from there.. that and feeling so sorry for myself being all alone when everyone else is so "happy" with their holiday..*Flashbacks :-( I've heard bout those :-(
I don't have those I don't think. I think I can stop stuff pretty quick. I am very fortunate.
I myself tend to do that. Spiral down for a bit after a trigger. I am actually doing better at that too. Recognizing that I have been triggered and trying to stop the downward spiraliing that results.
Ya, I just kinda get thru it. I don't like holidays. I am hoping one day that I will...> Yeah, t's will only go so far..They don't want to drive you right over the edge.. You are going to go nuts.. You only think you are.. Well. if you go nuts then I coming too!!!!! We can be nuts together and talk to lightbulbs and mutter and stuff
*yeah. Actually I told my T bout what daisy said bout T's sometimes being too careful of us cuz they don't like to see us hurting. My T admitted that was proly sometimes the case with her.
Sigh. Nuts.
LOL!!OK, if I go to looneyville you can come too. Hey!
I already mutter!!! But I can mutter LOUDLY! LOL!
Ya, we can talk to trees and stuff. We can say we the prime minister! We can chew with our mouths open too! Ha!
We'll live on the street. I'll call you dent(short for dented head!) and you can call me fist. Those'll be our street names.
We can stand on bridges and drop weird stuff on peoples heads!
We'll eat LOTSA beans and f*rt LOUDLY and laff!!!
Yup.
We be good crazies together.
HA!
We have fun OK!
Hope you can feel better some.
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