Posted by Angela2 on February 8, 2008, at 10:39:31
In reply to having a really hard time, posted by LlurpsieNoodle on February 7, 2008, at 17:16:55
> I'm trying my best to do healthy things, like working out (went to a step aer. class), and drinking nice tea and taking my meds.
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> I just feel so emotionless. when there is an emotion it is either dread or this sadness that is a shadow.
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> Maybe I have a low level of depression still.
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> I'm still having trouble with not having a T for a long time. between jan 14 and feb 14 I saw him once.
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> It was a happy reunion. I asked him if I should bring him a valentine (jokingly) and he joked back "you BETTER!!" he always makes me laugh and feel good about myself.
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> So I will try to find a lemon cookie recipe and give him some lemon cookies for valentines. We joke about his fondness for lemon pound cake all the time.
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> Life is so draining right now. I can't even seem to keep my head above water. homework is not being done. insurance claims are not being filed.
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> Pdoc 3x my klonopin. I only 2x it, because the two days I tried 3grams a day I was dead to the world.
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> '' ' ' those are little llurpsie tears. she can't figure out where they come from or where they are going ' ' ''
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> ((((((((babblers))))))))(((((Llurpsienoodle))))
I hope you feel better soon. That's good you are trying to help yourself by exercising and taking meds.
poster:Angela2
thread:811347
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