Posted by Deneb on April 23, 2006, at 1:15:55 [reposted on April 24, 2006, at 17:56:13 | original URL]
In reply to I'm thinking of making myself sick on Mon, posted by Deneb on April 23, 2006, at 0:36:57
I have to study. I have to stop avoiding things. I just have to study, then I won't need to make myself sick.
I don't know if I can study enough...There's a lot of material I haven't even looked at.
I don't want to fail.
I think I have to make myself sick on Mon. I'll make myself sick on Tues. and Weds. too if needed.
This is a very bad way of coping, I know, but I'm desperate. I won't harm myself, I promise. I won't take enough to harm myself. I'll only take enough to make myself nauseous. I'll make it believable this time and won't cave in and say I made myself sick. I'm not doing what I did before. I promise.
Please don't be angry at me. I don't know if I can study enough. I just need more time.
Deneb*
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