Posted by Declan on July 18, 2006, at 14:29:19
In reply to Re: Three years of alcohol abuse -- is my brain to » Declan, posted by AMD on July 18, 2006, at 13:35:09
Brain damage? A number of opiate overdoses with oxygen lack. Too scary and dreadful to describe further.
Guess what? I haven't had a drink for 6 days. One other time I went without for 7 days. I can't remember any other times that long. And like you, last night at any rate, I felt a *distinct* lack of pleasure in anything. That sounds like depression, hey? I spent the day at the afternoon in company and found it really difficult. I wish we were not provided with these labels like social phobia that make nothing clearer. Maybe I didn't have social phobia yesterday, maybe it was PTSD. Maybe it was an avalanche of envy. 30 years ago I liked schizoid, mainly because I couldn't understand it and it seemed full of mystery. There's a message here somewhere....I need this mystery man (a psychological wizard), to fall in love with me and whisk me off to an ancient stone temple in the Bolivian highlands, someone who will provide me with lots of entertainment.
How come you blokes are up? I never know the time difference between here and the States. The UK is easy, being exactly the opposite.
And PN, about the deprenyl....I think it's great, but not as a sole AD.
Declan
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