Posted by Deneb on October 2, 2006, at 17:47:55
In reply to Re: babble-chat last night » Dr. Bob, posted by Lindenblüte on October 1, 2006, at 17:56:15
> And I apologize for being disruptive and disturbing. I'm not sure what's expected of me in the land of babble-chat. I'm still trying to figure it out.
There's no need to apologize Li. ((((((((((((Li))))))))))))
I didn't find you disruptive or disturbing. You were just upset and we all get that way sometimes.
I was really upset in chat too, I don't think it was because I was jealous of Dr. Bob talking with Alex. I'm happy if Dr. Bob talks more than usual, not only to me, but other people too. I thought maybe I was jealous at first because I didn't really know why I was so upset. I think the reason was really simple. I saw Bob in chat and I wanted to keep him company. I love Bob and like being around him, but I couldn't be around Bob, so I was upset.
It's sort of like Bob was my security blanket. Someone took it away from me so I got upset. I knew Dr. Bob wasn't trying to hurt us, he just wanted to have a private conversation. It's sort of like when the security blanket is being washed. It wasn't taken away to hurt me, but it still hurt to not have it.
I think Dr. Bob left his clone in the room so I wouldn't be as upset. He wrote: "Here, sort of". It was a comforting until I found out he wasn't there at all. It's ok as long as I think there is a possibility of him being there, but I knew he was in the other room so I didn't feel any "Bob comfort".
I think that is why Babble is comforting to me. There is always the possibility that Bob is around and that comforts me. That plus all the wonderful Babblers of course. :-)
Sort of crazy, but what can you do about it? LOL
Deneb*
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