Posted by cakins on July 11, 2004, at 7:33:12
In reply to Re: Hello, and help » cakins, posted by partlycloudy on July 11, 2004, at 6:59:20
I can’t call that number I am hurting and I want help, but I have been there before it is something I cannot live with. I do not feel that I can talk to my friends, they do not really understand. I am to the point of not really being able to speak about anything; just the thoughts start me shacking and make me feel ill. About me, I miss my kids, it is so lonely without them, I have a son who is 11 and two daughters one 8 and the other 3. There a hand full but they are all that I have, I only get to see them once a month for 2 days. My ex will not let me have them more, I am afraid if I do not get this under control I will loose them all together. What am I interested in, I am like any other guy, I like movies, action of coarse, model trains and airplanes, but what I like the most is to dance, I used to love to dance, to feel the music in my heart and soul it was everything to me. I quit because my ex (not at that time) would not dance with me, I was a 7 time national ballroom champion. I can’t go back to that life it is past and I have no one to dance with anyway. That is enough for now. :(
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