Posted by cakins on July 11, 2004, at 9:47:46
In reply to Depression and families » cakins, posted by partlycloudy on July 11, 2004, at 9:18:26
I hate to leave the house, I want to there are so many things I could do, I want to buy things see things go places, but I just sit, I try to fight back against drinking, it is hard at times, I have thought about taking up smoking again, but have been able to hold that back. Hey I at least don’t have my first drink until around 11am so that is worth something, I usually get up at 5. I am not on any meds, my brother told me to come to this site, and said who knows maybe there would be help. I know my father was depressed, he was very violent to us growing up, I have fought with that myself for a long time, it is something I do not pass on to my kids, I get angry and yell, but I do not hit them. You won a disco contest that is great stuff, I love to Hustle, and The Slide is one of my all time favorites. Now I am showing my age. I like any and all dancing; I was a 5 time state champ for country western. You are an extension of him, there is a Latin dance I truly enjoy called the Paso Doble, the man is the Matador and the woman is the cape. It is one of the most beautiful of dances to watch, and yes he throws her through the air.
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