Posted by AdaGrace on September 20, 2004, at 9:01:59
In reply to How do I get Over the Guilt, posted by AdaGrace on September 16, 2004, at 12:11:52
I am trying very hard to get over this man, and try to rebuild a relationship with my husband but it's not working so good. I can't have sex without crying. It doesn't feel the way I think it should. I can't explain to my husband that it's not him I want touching me, and I am still thinking of someone else. Things seems to be getting worse and not better. I think I may end up getting a divorce over this, and for what.....because I let someone tell me I was beautiful, sexy, their soul mate.....what a bunch of crap. The anti anxiety pills in combination with the anti-depressants just make me want to sleep all the time, and I am so anti social now, I spent the entire weekend in my bedroom, no interaction with the kids, or husband. All I want to do is call this guy so I can hear his voice. I am one sick and stupid individual. He doesn't even care about me or want me anymore and all I can think of is how much I miss talking to him.
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