Posted by Dinah on March 17, 2005, at 20:16:25
In reply to Re: no worries, (Dinah, please read, too) » 10derHeart, posted by sunny10 on March 17, 2005, at 14:12:25
No one was overly abrupt. :)
What he said wasn't *that* awful. I don't remember what it was, but it isn't in him to be terribly awful. It was probably no worse than what biofeedback guy said as a matter of course. It did feel sort of bad to make an offering to him and have it not only declined, but declined without grace. But he said that he now realizes that, and he has apologized and I accepted.
But his theory is what everyone else seems to be, that I'm angry. That just doesn't seem to ring any bells for me.
I do know that I've been worried about him both awake and asleep (in my dreams) since the last session, so I'm trying to figure out if my concern for him as a person made me feel disconnected from him.
I also know I felt panicky all session, and kept glancing at the door wondering if I should make a run for it.
I guess I *could* have been angry with him even though I couldn't feel it. But if I was, we did the whole apology/reparation thing already.
It's a scary thing, though, to not "recognize" someone or someplace that you know well. Emotionally, I mean. Although it was for the best with my mother.
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