Posted by Dinah on July 12, 2005, at 16:04:43
In reply to Re: I'm sick, posted by LittleGirlLost on July 12, 2005, at 15:45:05
It's the fear of losing that really gets me. I've been thinking a lot about Bunty lately, because I found the poem I wrote when she died. And I was remembering how I imagined every possible thing that could happen to her, and how I would prevent it. Yet in the end, I accidentally knocked her off the bed with my knee and she fell in such a way that she died. I hadn't anticipated that one.
Having things means having something to lose.
I'm not sure I don't want to have them, but I'd sure like to be less afraid of loss, or abandonment.
poster:Dinah
thread:526600
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