Posted by alexandra_k on October 3, 2005, at 0:00:29 [reposted on October 5, 2005, at 21:44:47 | original URL]
In reply to Re: I wasn't always a procrastinator *trig*, posted by Deneb on October 2, 2005, at 23:00:14
> I don't want to live...it is too scary...the real world is too scary.
> I just realized that I will never fit into the real world. It *is* hopeless for me. I don't want to live anymore.
I agree, the world is a scary place...
Thats why I take refuge here
And in academia
Because there are some nice people over there.
And it is those nice people
Who make life worth living for me.When I was going through a really hard time
A really bad patch
And I really didn't believe in myself
And I really didn't believe in my ability to ever create a life worth living for myself
I had a terrific DBT therapist.
For 8 months.
And then she was gone...
But she helped me immensely
And I still carry her around as a little voice in my head
And she still talks to me
And sometimes she talks to you
Because I have to pass that foward...For me...
It is the people
The random acts of kindness
Because they careIt won't always seem this way
Really
And this first semester will be the hardest
Because next time around you will be able to say
'I did it last time so I KNOW I can do it this time'
And you will get there
Really
:-)
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