Posted by kara lynne on November 11, 2003, at 13:57:05
In reply to So. How was lunch? (nm) » kara lynne, posted by fallsfall on November 10, 2003, at 22:40:45
Lunch was ok; pretty unremarkable. But I have to go into work right now and I still don't know how to handle what happened last week. At some point I'll have to talk about it, but it feels too threatening now. I'm going to have to say something because I woudn't feel comfortable starting to see clients there like this. Trying to think what I'm afraid of--that she'll pooh pooh the whole thing. I guess that's a big fear--that someone is not up front with me and I have to discern the subtext for my own safety.
I woke up feeling like there was really not one person I could completely trust or count on in my entire life. I trust you, but I mean someone involved in my day to day life. It really sucketh.
The ex left a message last night about a stray cat that he's adopted. He calls to talk about the cat and includes me as an afterthought. I don't even know how to respond. He said 'I wonder if you're ever going to call me again. It would be nice to know'. Can you say passive?
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