Posted by kara lynne on November 7, 2003, at 16:20:46
In reply to Re: Oh man. » kara lynne, posted by Dinah on November 7, 2003, at 9:44:16
- I don't know about you. I'd feel abandoned-
I feel abandoned. I feel humiliated. I feel insignificant. I feel stupid.
I guess something could be going on in her life to account for the distraction, but she pulls it together for her other clients. Maybe it's because of those blurry boundaries--that I'm working for her eg, that she allows them to get in the way where she wouldn't for someone else. I don't like that arrangement. Distraction and disrepect weren't included in our contract agreement.
Of course I take it to heart and feel that I'm boring her, or annoying her with my issues. I have to decide how much of this I want to try to talk to her directly about--but I think I may have hit a blind spot of hers on this one.
It's hard because she has been a big part of my life; I live in this area because of her, most of my friends are contacts I've made through her, I work for her, take classes from her, and have counted on her a resource when I felt I had precious little to rely on.
As always, I appreciate your support and suggestions.
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