Posted by Susan47 on March 4, 2005, at 6:55:10
In reply to Re: Losing Control » Susan47, posted by Toph on March 4, 2005, at 6:39:47
I went back to bed. I fell asleep. I had a dream. I dreamt that I would do anything for my T's love. I dreamt that he tried to murder me. He was chasing me all over, trying to get me out of his "house" and there was another man there too, a really dirty man who left marks on me when he touched me, he put left dirty grease inside my ear when he touched me. Initially I'd been kind to him, not wanting to hurt his feelings, but he took terrible advantage of me and then he kept coming after me, coming and coming and then it was both him and my therapist who were after me, for different reasons and the same, because they both wanted to murder me but using different methods. I woke up alone.
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