Posted by Susan47 on March 4, 2005, at 16:38:51
In reply to Re: Losing Control » Susan47, posted by Dinah on March 4, 2005, at 14:18:43
I apologized because I said to him yesterday thathe was making me feel like a stalker, you know, like I had to come back and say, "Well, I was here, now you know just so you don't suspect I come at any other time" because I suspect truly that he thinks I have nothing better to do, or because he's prejudiced against me because of all the neediness and phoning I did. But he never actually stopped me until I told him to. That is just so weird, the whole thing is more than weird, it's double triple weird. But I think he also didn't want to hurt my confidence, and maybe he couldn't let me know how caring he really was, because then I would be afraid of that, too.
Dinah, does any of this make any sense at all? Because I can stop if it doesn't. I don't want to confuse you or anyone.
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