Posted by star008 on December 10, 2007, at 9:42:32
In reply to evil bad horrible awful disgusting unworthy, posted by littleone on December 10, 2007, at 1:10:30
I know how you feel... maybe not exactly but i know..don't want to be there with her but feel guilty if I don't.. For me it was caring was too late.. Can't start caring now..
You go even though you don't feel a bond because sooner or later she will die and you will regret forever not being there.
I had to give up on my needs being met.. they aren't going to be.. When i expected nothing it wasn't as bad. I don't see my mom often but I go when I need to cause it will hurt her if I don't,
why are u invisible when u are with her?? I know I am not who I really am..
holidays s...ck... hang in there
poster:star008
thread:799847
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