Posted by Dinah on August 17, 2009, at 0:06:57
And quite well I think.
Technically I suppose he's home where he always is Sunday night, and I see him tomorrow morning. I didn't long overly much to call him this week, even though this weekend has been rotten. I had an experience this morning that was enormously traumatic, at least temporarily. It didn't occur to me until later that it hadn't even occurred to me to call my therapist, or to want to.
And I'm more worried about the fact that I have work to do tomorrow and that I can't find my sunglass clips and don't want to drive tomorrow than I am about seeing him.
I'm not quite sure what all that means. Obviously it wasn't a very long trip. And he went out of his way to make it easy for me. It's totally different from anything that would feel like abandonment or permanent loss.
Hmmmm.....
He goes away again at the end of the month. I'll get another chance to think about it.
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