Posted by LittleGirlLost on July 13, 2005, at 10:31:36
In reply to Re: Need help figuring out feelings..... please? » Daisym, posted by LittleGirlLost on July 13, 2005, at 10:12:31
:(
Nervous about seeing T tomorrow. Part of me is just happy she's back and safe. The responsible, professional adult wants to coolly welcome her back and ask her about her trip, and act as though it didn't effect me at all.
The child wants to walk in a sulk for a few minutes without speaking, then carry on about why she left me, how she could do that, tell her how worried I was, how scary and dangerous it is, etc... (Fat chance of this actually happening!)
Part of me is just angry. Angry that she left. Angry that now I am doing okay with the separation, and she comes back, I will see her tomorrow, and everything is in an uproar again... with leaving, and missing her, and everything else. I survived, I'm okay... You left, so don't bother with me.
Ugh! I think scenario #1 will play out. I just wish I had the courage to go with the others though.
~LGL
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